Now more than ever I feel isolated...cut off from the world. I can't really go out anywhere except the grocery since everything else is closed. So I'm pretty much stuck at home. I never hear from anyone...it's like I don't exist anymore.
But I'm tired of being housebound. I want to go out. I want to spend some time with someone. I want some companionship...I want a lover. I want...something. Something I don't have or can;t have right now. I feel like I'm starving for attention, starving for affection, starving for physical touch. I don't even know if I care if it's male or female companionship. I'm just tired of feeling alone and isolated.
This virus seems to have everyone on lockdown but I really wish there was someone I could spend my time with. But I don't see that happening anytime soon.
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