If I don't call friends to see how they are doing, no one will call me. Half the time, I'm left feeling they'd rather NOT hear from me.People I've know for over 20 years and they act like they're too busy for me.
So maybe I'll quit contacting people...let them call ME. If they don't, maybe I never mattered to them.
Saturday, May 23, 2020
Thursday, May 7, 2020
Isolated
Now more than ever I feel isolated...cut off from the world. I can't really go out anywhere except the grocery since everything else is closed. So I'm pretty much stuck at home. I never hear from anyone...it's like I don't exist anymore.
But I'm tired of being housebound. I want to go out. I want to spend some time with someone. I want some companionship...I want a lover. I want...something. Something I don't have or can;t have right now. I feel like I'm starving for attention, starving for affection, starving for physical touch. I don't even know if I care if it's male or female companionship. I'm just tired of feeling alone and isolated.
This virus seems to have everyone on lockdown but I really wish there was someone I could spend my time with. But I don't see that happening anytime soon.
But I'm tired of being housebound. I want to go out. I want to spend some time with someone. I want some companionship...I want a lover. I want...something. Something I don't have or can;t have right now. I feel like I'm starving for attention, starving for affection, starving for physical touch. I don't even know if I care if it's male or female companionship. I'm just tired of feeling alone and isolated.
This virus seems to have everyone on lockdown but I really wish there was someone I could spend my time with. But I don't see that happening anytime soon.
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